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TW/CW: touch (both consensual and non-consensual); sexual assualt; explicit sexual language. "May’s Full Moon reminds you that your job is to give yourself the childhood you never had." My horoscope for my Moon and Rising sign. Give yourself the childhood you never had. I may have written about this in previous entries. My therapist told me this was I disclosed to her. To give to my 3-4 year old self what I needed in those moments. This entry, I'm going to look at it in the context of physical touch. There was a small window of my childhood that I recall enjoying touch. I'd look for my parents arms to climb up in. I'd snuggle up to my Grammie, placing my head on her lap as she scratched my back. I'd let my Sicilian great-grandmothet pinch my cheeks til they turned red, knowing it was her sign of saying 't'amu'. All memories of touch I liked. Touch I embraced.Touch I welcomed and adored. Then one day, I didn't like it any more. I felt pri